Recently, I lost 2 of my very best friends. I'm sure we all know what's that's like. You wonder: "What did I do wrong?" I've been repeating that over and over in my head for about a week now. I guess the whole point of this post is that I've come to realize that not everyone is going to like you, not everyone is going to stay by your side.
You have to find the ones who will. One of the people I've lost I've been best friends with for about 9 months. At the time we met, I was praying and praying, "Please, God! I need a real friend. Please, bring someone into my life." and then I met her. And we had an awesome friendship, but, everything happens for a reason. I don't understand now, but I know good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
I bet a lot of you are thinking, "Wow, you're taking this awfully well for this happening just a week ago!" Truth? I'm not. Truth? Last night, when both of my parents weren't home, I was in my room crying my eyes out, angry, upset, I was wondering "Why, God!? Why would you bring her into my life just to take her out! Why!" But you know, God never gives us anything that we can't handle.
Want to know another truth? Okay, here it is: I. Am. Not. Perfect. I have flaws. I say and do stupid things. I regret it later. And wanna know what else? Sometimes, when I'm angry or upset, or when I don't even realize I'm doing it, a bad word will slip out of my mouth. Hold the gasps! I know, right? A Christian doesn't do those things!
Wrong. Now, you can't read what I just admitted and now realize you do the exact same things. No matter how hard we try, We. Mess. Up. It's human. We're all going to make mistakes, We're all going to fail trying not to sometimes. That doesn't mean we're bad people, it just makes us what we are. Human.
I'm posting this because if you've lost a friend, or in my case, 2 very special friends, It. Is. Not. Your. Fault. You're going to get angry, you're going to get upset, just like I did! But you didn't do anything wrong. God took them out of your life for a reason. Now, don't get me wrong, I still love those 2 special girls with all that I've got, and I only wish the best for them, But I am upset with them. Wanna know why? You guessed it! I. Am. Human!
So there you have it. The truth. People change, people leave. But that doesn't mean you should mope around and get upset like I did, it just means you need to try your best to keep your head high, and move on with your life. Wanna know one last truth? Here it is. : Life is too short to mope around because of your future. You can't change your past, but you can make your future whatever you want it to be.
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on." -Robert Frost.
Now, go out there and live life to the fullest, and remember no matter who you are, I'm here for you. No matter what.
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